Someone stole my carpet...

Mmmm due to rude comments left on my last post i shall be making even less effort with this one. Let that be a lesson to you.

So today i am mostly feeling bunged up and croaky, and much like something really significant and life changing happened and i was late and missed it...

my newly single status has left me numb and wondering whether i'll ever actually be capable of a meaningful real relationship...but that's far too deep for now. My parents abandoning me to them Africans and my ER buddy running away to who knows where all adds to my feelings of rootlessness.

Also it has been covertly brought to my attention that i really rely on people for my identity and worth, namely boyfriends. And for the first time I am left with no one to lean on for affirmation like i'm used to. And how do i feel? pants. And it's been all but a day since my world finished it's pulling out of rug act and i'm completely lost. And it turns out i cry. To top it all off i'm a right girl.

So what from here? well one does wonder, i remember the frivolous times of hamster versus llama and oh how i mourn those simpler days.

I think i shall become a baptist nun.